Chill Movement

歌词：

第一次自己一个人去VOX看演出。其实只是想尽快把手头那次一时兴起买的声縯坊预售券用掉而已，便挑了场售价最贵的（现场门票售价100）。大概是我最后一次去VOX了。在门口等候的时候被一个第一次来看演出的女生搭讪，刚高考完，特意从孝感坐2小时车来武汉看演出，而且拿的是虾米写乐评的赠票。啧啧。理想是日后能在音乐杂志里印上自己的乐评。妈妈不放心也跟来了，穿着粉红色的旗袍，显得很年轻。两个人从入场开始就不停地聊，关于高中的生活，喜欢的乐手。都很相似呢，在默写喜欢的歌的歌词方面。喜欢的音乐杂志，韩寒，大学生活，文艺生活。好吧，其实我只要被搭讪就很容易进入状态的。嗯，虽然我自以为喜欢以平等的姿态跟人闲谈，但似乎一谈起大学生活就表现出教训人的样子呢。似乎是聊得比较投机，她妈妈就放心地让她跟我进去了。两个人都感慨，如果没有碰到对方，也许这场演出会变得很无聊。她是lonely drifter karen的乐迷，而我在此前并没有听过他们的歌，但我顺利地把“你最喜欢他们哪首歌”这个问题搪塞过去了。讲话主动的人真好。在她的带动下，我也很High。作为相遇的庆祝，我请了青岛，自己拿一瓶老挝啤酒。碰瓶两次，啊，她简直是在撞瓶。lonely drifter karen的女主唱很冷感，但是键盘手很激动呢，很可爱。轻松可爱的曲风，不多的观众，很适合认识新朋友。啊，这个小朋友真是充满了朝气，令人羡慕和想靠近。嗯，虽然被旁边两个猥琐的博士研究生搭讪了。不过我们很开心地把他们两个甩了。哼哼。搞笑地是，这个小童鞋从头到尾都米有自报家门。好吧，我也没有自报家门的说，除了演出结束后留了一张有email和q的字条给她。看来我去骗骗小女生还是可以的，啊哈。

洗完澡安静下来的现在才感到有点头晕想睡觉。怎么可能一瓶啤酒就倒了呢？嗯，这大概就是醉翁之意不在酒？

豆瓣相册地址：http://www.douban.com/photos/album/50412833/

这是《柏林苍穹下》里那个天使念的诗。这里的不是全部。

而今天的遇见和在豆瓣上见到有人推荐的这首诗，又让我开始思索什么是成长。虽然我现在脑袋里像塞了棉花一样，什么都想不通。

年纪愈长，就愈不知何谓成长。

PS：今天做了件自作多情的事。买了这条粉嫩的琉璃项链，却不知道应该送给谁。想要的童鞋请留言罢。

从来我就不会写作文，或者写作。我亦不能如某些人能自然地说自己在阅读和写作。

任何时候我所能宣称我在做的，只有feel and think而已。

我所写，只是记录，或者是所思的延伸。

虽然说人不能做stimulate – respond的动物。然而，人的一切反应总是很难脱离外界的影响。那么，以下这些文字，只是stimulate的结果而已。

从前的那些文字总是不忍卒读。但在他人的博客中进行今夕对比总是很有趣味的。这么多年来大家都或多或少有了转变，是否是前行或螺旋上升，却也很难说。

岁月的磨砺中只是大家或多或少都变得有点沉默，也许。或者是倾诉欲降低，或是有了不愿再说的部分也不一定。

近日读的1920年代左右的小说，看着二十几岁的青年人描绘着懵懂的思绪，文艺的梦，就不由得觉得，历史上的青年大都是差不多的罢。当年叶灵凤的《幻流》，周瘦鹃的《紫罗兰》，哪一本跟如今的《萌芽》《x小说》之类不是一致的。都是纤细的少年心。

只是如今纤细的心思都在二十岁左右消失了罢。如今手机上的桌面是某期新周刊的“庸见辞典”：“梦想：大多数的人在25岁时都实现了梦想，因为他们放弃梦想的原因就是因为喜欢钱。”不过，大概是只有缺钱才会因为钱放弃梦想罢。当年小说所描绘的纸醉金迷，跋扈少年的场景，如今也无二致。也罢。数文艺少年最风流，看豆瓣上活跃的群众，荷尔蒙的分泌总不至于在一百年间就产生了变化。

我是不是看上去太淡定了点。

明日是所谓的送毕晚会。本来并不打算去，后来还是心念一动，跟前来登记去者名单的代理班长说去了。只是代理班长本人并不去，不免有点愕然。

目前为止，我还是缺乏一点毕业生的自觉。

专业课早就不记挂在心上了。虽然我本学期还有两门跟专业课相关的课，但其中一门只当英文课上，另一门当历史课上。法律在我的人格中投下了什么呢？天天在图书馆看到别人在复习司考，就觉得恍如隔世。似乎约定了的两年之后再次司考也遥遥无期了。在街上看到的司考广告，也在竭力练就视而不见的本领。

终究是勉强了一点。即将要去念的研究院跟本科的相关度实在是小。满打满算勉强2年半的法律本科教育，除了一些谁是原告谁是被告的普法常识之外，到底改变了什么呢？

现时的我跟四年前的我，除了对世事多了一点同情心外，到底有什么不同呢？

始终，我无法整理出一条线索。

每日每日过的是睡饱了就去图书馆的生活。虽然终日沉浸于似乎无甚建树的闲书中，却难得心情比较平和。也许要感谢那几天在海岛的日子。The wild总是一个不让人失望的地方。That is all human’s origin.

原相册地址 http://www.douban.com/photos/album/50041143/

有关各个星座的状态好以及状态差。看完之后笑翻了。结果想努力学单词。结果查字典查到没力了……

是我的good words词汇量远超bad words呢，还是语言本来就是挖苦无极限的……

黑体的是生词（嘤嘤……），下附查字典结果（lingos的柯林斯高阶英语词典和colins cobuild dictionary cd-rom 2006）。请用CTRL+F查找。

（PS 发现此文中的敏感词的有奖）

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AQUARIES (the water carrier) jan 21 – feb 19

BAD: Unpredictable. Aloof. Obstinate. Elitist. Dogmatic. Unyielding. Cranky and rude and tactless. Non-commital. Insensitive. Eccentric. Detached. Rebellious. Unemotional.

GOOD: Dependable. Thoughtful. Fair. Selfless. Loyal friend. Open-minded. Candid. Impartial. Generous. Independent. Interested in others. Strong-willed. Observant. Inventive. Idealistic. Perfect in every way.

ARIES (the ram) march 21 – april 20

BAD: Brash. Restless. Lustful. Fool-hardy. Quirky. Hot-headed. Blunt. Head-strong. Jealous. Self-centered. Bossy. Argumentative. Impulsive. Brazen. Impetuous and impatient.

GOOD: energetic. Enthusiastic. Inspiring. Curious. Spontaneous. Good-leader. Selfless. Risk-taker. Strong-willed. Direct. Helpful. Frank. Optimistic. Courageous. Stimulating. Confident. Assertive. Persevering. Independent. Extraordinarily exciting.

CANCER (the crab) june 22 – july 23

BAD: over-imaginative. Touchy. Crabby. Over-sensitive. Clingy. Suspicious. Introspective. Moody and sulky. Needy. Devious. Self-absorbed. Manipulative. Possessive. Always procrastinating.

GOOD: tenacious. Intuitive. Perceptive. Protective. supportive. Encouraging. Helpful. Caring and kind. Home loving. Devoted. Dependable. Imaginative. Sensitive. Self-reliant. Sensitive. Compassionate. Nicer than everyone else.

CAPRICORN (the goat) dec 22 – jan 20

BAD: Skeptical. Stubborn. Rigid. Holds a grudge. Status seeking. Wary. Miserly. Anxious. Unmovable. Pessimistic. Never satisfied. Over ambitious. Insatiable.

GOOD: resourceful. Ambitious. Determined. Organized. Realistic. Canny. Goal-oriented. Strong-willed. Efficient. Patient. Witty. Loyal. Hard-working. High-standards. Fearless. Responsible. Thoughtful. Stead-fast. Simply irresistible.

GEMINI (the twins) may 22 – june 21

BAD: restless. Sarcastic. Fickle and two-faced. Nosy. Cheap. Flighty. Gossipy. Evasive. Nervous and tense. Non-committal. Indecisive. Quickly bored. Manipulative. Irritable. Quarrelsome.

GOOD: Inquisitive. Affectionate. Eloquent. Quick witted. Cheerful. Kind. Charming. Savvy. Open minded. Perceptive. Objective. Clever and witty. Versatile. Imaginative. Generous. Inventive. Adaptable. Communicative. Twice the fun.

LEO (the line) july 24 – aug 23

BAD: Arrogant. Pushy. Stubborn. Jealous. Lofty. Dogmatic. Brash. Vain. Cunning. Proud. Haughty. Smug. Over-ambitious. Patronizing. Lustful. Temperamental. Controlling. Pompous. Bossy. Interfering.

GOOD: Confident. Expressive. Enterprising. Gracious. Friendly and fun. Cheerful. Romantic. Clever. Noble. Loyal. Warm-hearted. Determined. Encouraging. Energetic. Irrepressible. Courageous. Generous. Born to rule.

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BAD WORDS:

aloof

Someone who is aloof is not very friendly and does not like to spend time with other people.
= distant

obstinate

If you describe someone as obstinate, you are being critical of them because they are very determined to do what they want, and refuse to change their mind or be persuaded to do something else.
= stubborn

elitist
An elitist is someone who has elitist ideas or is part of an elite.

unyielding

You describe someone as unyielding when they have very strong, fixed ideas about something and are unlikely to change their mind. (WRITTEN)

cranky

1.cranky
If you describe ideas or ways of behaving as cranky, you disapprove of them because you think they are strange. (INFORMAL)
= eccentric
2.cranky
Cranky means bad-tempered. (AM, INFORMAL)
It was a long trek, and Jack and I both started to get cranky after about ten minutes.
= ratty

tactless

If you describe someone as tactless, you think what they say or do is likely to offend other people.

non-commital =

noncommittal

noncommittal
You can describe someone as noncommittal when they deliberately do not express their opinion or intentions clearly.

insensitive

If you describe someone as insensitive, you are criticizing them for being unaware of or unsympathetic to other people's feelings.

rebellious

If you think someone behaves in an unacceptable way and does not do what they are told, you can say they are rebellious.

brash

If you describe someone or their behaviour as brash, you disapprove of them because you think that they are too confident and aggressive.

foolhardy

If you describe behaviour as foolhardy, you disapprove of it because it is extremely risky.

quirky

Something or someone that is quirky is rather odd or unpredictable in their appearance, character, or behaviour.

blunt

If you are blunt, you say exactly what you think without trying to be polite.

bossy

If you describe someone as bossy, you mean that they enjoy telling people what to do.

If you describe a person or their behaviour as brazen, you mean that they are very bold and do not care what other people think about them or their behaviour.

If you describe someone as impetuous, you mean that they are likely to act quickly and suddenly without thinking or being careful.

If you describe someone as touchy, you mean that they are easily upset, offended, or irritated.

Someone who is crabby is bad-tempered and unpleasant to people. (INFORMAL)

Introspective people spend a lot of time examining their own thoughts, ideas, and feelings.

Someone who is sulky is sulking or is unwilling to enjoy themselves.

If you describe someone as devious you do not like them because you think they are are dishonest and like to keep things secret, often in a complicated way.

If you describe someone as manipulative, you disapprove of them because they skilfully force or persuade people to act in the way that they want.

If you procrastinate, you keep leaving things you should do until later, often because you do not want to do them. (FORMAL)

If you have or bear a grudge against someone, you have unfriendly feelings towards them because of something they did in the past.

Skeptical(AM) = sceptical; If you are sceptical about something, you have doubts about it.

If you are wary of something or someone, you are cautious because you do not know much about them and you believe they may be dangerous or cause problems.

If someone has an insatiable desire for something, they want as much of it as they can possibly get.

Someone who is sarcastic says or does the opposite of what they really mean in order to mock or insult someone.

If you describe someone as fickle, you disapprove of them because they keep changing their mind about what they like or want.

If you describe someone as nosy, you mean that they are interested in things which do not concern them. (INFORMAL)

If you say that someone is flighty, you disapprove of them because they are not very serious or reliable and keep changing from one activity, idea, or partner to another.

If you describe someone as evasive, you mean that they deliberately avoid giving clear direct answers to questions.

A quarrelsome person often gets involved in arguments.

Someone who is arrogant behaves in a proud, unpleasant way towards other people because they believe that they are more important than others.

If you say that someone behaves in a lofty way, you are critical of them for behaving in a proud and rather unpleasant way, as if they think they are very important.

If you describe someone or their behaviour as brash, you disapprove of them because you think that they are too confident and aggressive.

Someone who is cunning has the ability to achieve things in a clever way, often by deceiving other people.

You use haughty to describe someone's behaviour or appearance when you disapprove of the fact that they seem to be very proud and to think that they are better than other people.

If you say that someone is smug, you are criticizing the fact they seem very pleased with how good, clever, or lucky they are.

If someone is patronizing, they speak or behave towards you in a way that seems friendly, but which shows that they think they are superior to you.

If you say that someone is temperamental, you are criticizing them for not being calm or quiet by nature, but having moods that change often and suddenly.

If you describe someone as pompous, you mean that they behave or speak in a very serious way because they think they are more important than they really are.

If you describe someone as bossy, you mean that they enjoy telling people what to do.

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GOOD WORDS:

candid

When you are candid about something or with someone, you speak honestly.

observant

Someone who is observant pays a lot of attention to things and notices more about them than most people do.

Spontaneous acts are not planned or arranged, but are done because someone suddenly wants to do them.

Someone who is assertive states their needs and opinions clearly, so that people take notice.

If you persevere with something, you keep trying to do it and do not give up, even though it is difficult.

If you describe someone as clingy, you mean that they become very attached to people and depend on them too much.

Someone who is possessive about another person wants all that person's love and attention.

If you describe a person or their remarks or thoughts as perceptive, you think that they are good at noticing or realizing things, especially things that are not obvious.

A canny person is clever and able to think quickly. You can also describe a person's behaviour as canny.

Someone who is resourceful is good at finding ways of dealing with problems.

Responsible people behave properly and sensibly, without needing to be supervised.

An inquisitive person likes finding out about things, especially secret things.

A person who is eloquent is good at speaking and able to persuade people.

If you describe someone as having savvy, you think that they have a good understanding and practical knowledge of something. (INFORMAL)

If you say that a person is versatile, you approve of them because they have many different skills.

An enterprising person is willing to try out new, unusual ways of doing or achieving something.

If you describe someone, especially someone you think is superior to you, as gracious, you mean that they are very well-mannered and pleasant. (FORMAL)

An irrepressible person is lively and energetic and never seems to be depressed.

今天发现在食堂里喝完玻璃瓶装的酸奶交回奶瓶的话可以得到一角钱。不知为何这种老派到跟小学三年级数学题一样的作风让我感慨不已。

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欧阳予倩的《戏剧改革之理论与实际》把喜剧分了类：high comedy: comedy of manners, comedy of character; low comedy: farce, burlesque, extra vacancy. 这5类喜剧从高到低。我想3D某某团引起的不快大抵是由于low comedy使用过分的缘由。

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前段时间bus的日志总是发布不了，在我绝望准备挪去wordpress写blog（或者简单点弃博）的时候，blogbus又好了。

话说最常看的两个同学最近都几乎不写blog了呢。曾几何时以为写blog与小情绪有关。后来才发现原来可以有情绪而不写blog的。

只是，有些东西，如果不记录，到时就忘了，有点可惜。

所以在wordpress申的blog叫arti-recorder.

强烈的风沙。大概是在埃及或者中东某处，我和一群人在风沙中拖着行李箱匆匆而行，赶飞机。前面有一男一女在引导。后面有个人叫出了我的名字，一回头，竟是十几年没见的小学同学，样子却和小学的差异不大，只是已经变成成年人的样子了。我回了个礼，继续和众人奔跑，一边和小学同学说话。她说，她要飞到埃及。然后我就惊诧了，似乎与我的目的地不一样。此刻我们已经快跑到停泊飞机的建筑物，我急急与引领的男女说我赶错飞机了。男表现出非常不耐烦的样子，便引领我在人群的旁边奔跑，上了建筑物的二楼。

然后我看到，一楼的乘客们分散着靠近他们的“飞机"，飞机就是一个个穿着深褐色武装的人，一个乘客爬到一个“飞机”的背上，再仔细一看，乘客们被伪装成一个三明治，就是说，乘客伏在人背上，周围是一个煎蛋和一片面包。我震惊了。我又发现二楼有一些全副武装的人，架着很长的机关枪，对着仓库的门向仓库外扫射。我仔细观看，发现他们似乎射出的是一些黄色的粉末。也许是要伪装成风沙掩饰这机场的出口？

然后我的”飞机“也来了，似乎要将我运去令一个地方起飞。我爬上这个人的背，他使劲用脚一登，跃向半空，双翅从两旁打开，开始滑行出飞机仓库。我在三明治的空隙中看不到其他人。两眼一黑，感慨地理没学好，真糟糕。

好吧，这是一个梦。藏身在蛋治里面坐飞机感觉非常disgusting.

好不容易凑够欧元，攒完visa需要的材料，拿到照片，所有的资料都已经扫描好。gmail的附件下载速度被限制得只有5k。搬家和清扫宿舍。4年前的贴在宿舍门上的大海报用小刀仔细刮下。等快递的时候把吉他上的灰尘擦干净。调好音就开始忙于奔命地搬运。肌肉退化真是讨厌。竟然差10斤就到300斤了。还好快递员童鞋还算心情很好虽然累得差点忘了叫我填快递单。400多块运费我要去shi了。想起来我竟然还是忘记了搬运几件衣服和一箱书。果然我的行李有300斤么。要不用书把我压死要不就让我孑然一身吧。搬运真累人啊。

天气太热的话，意识就与潜泳无异。我猜想我潜水的话一定会忘记怎样浮上水面。即使是低的坡跟凉鞋，走路依然很累人。凉皮的味道让人口腔不快。武汉最难熬的日子来了。